手刚放到键盘上，电脑里淡入的音乐竟煽情的

伴唱起来。
我没哭，但是头脑里却是空白的，我想找支烟

控制情绪。却没找到。。
我又没带手机，回来一看十多个电话，一条短

信是姐姐的“回家吗？舅舅快不行了。”
我赶紧回拨了家里的电话，妈妈说，叔叔走了5

：01，我没有哭，真的。有人说男孩子真正的

成熟的时候是父亲走的时候，叔叔和我的感情

是所有亲人里最亲的，就象父亲一样。
再也看不到了，到最后还是一样，叔叔每次都

没让我看见他不舒服的样子，尽管化疗头发掉

完了还是会和我说说笑笑，到最后走也没让我

看到。
前些日子在看关于哲学的内容，晚上会和他们

讨论哲学的一些问题，自然而然的会想一些关

于人生的东西，也就会想起叔叔。
再也看不到了，再也吃不到你烧的菜了，不能

和你一起开车兜风，不能和你说一些我瞒着爸

爸妈妈不能说的疯狂计划了，不能让你看到我

考上研究生，不能带你出国旅游，不能让你看到我找女朋友，结婚，让孩子叫你舅公了，不能让你看见我实现自

己的理想，让你为我骄傲了。
我真没用，似乎什么也做不了。。
 

一眼万年/ S.H.E

 

a destiny sight/Ed

 

泪有点咸有点甜,你的胸膛吻着我的侧脸

tears is down my cheeks and I am curling up in your arm

回头看踏过的雪 慢慢融化成草原

the snow all around us is melting to grass land 

而我就像你没有一秒曾后悔

I’ll never let you out from my heart

爱那么绵那么粘, 管命运设定要谁离别

love can stick us together no matter what is going to break up

海岸线越让人流连

along the coast line

总是美得越蜿蜒

you keep my hands in your hands

我们太倔强,连天都不忍再反对

our love is so strong that even god can’t apart us

深情一眼挚爱万年 几度轮回恋恋不灭

a deep sight full of destiny however it is no everything

把岁月铺成红毯 见证我们的极限

only the time can witness the kissing on the red carpet

心疼一句珍藏万年 誓言就该比永远更远

every words were kept in heart until the promise was honored

要不是沧海桑田 真爱怎么会浮现

only the hardest time can test the true love

再度过些风冷雨,春暖在眼前

don’t be afraid of the cold rain ,spring is right away

不能说的秘密/Jay

secret/Ed

冷咖啡离开了杯垫, 我忍住的情绪在很后面

emotions broke up long long after you had left the cafe ,I was alone

拼命想挽回的从前,在我脸上依旧清晰可见

still the memories are written on my face is clear ,bloody scars

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh~~

the sweetest wasn’t the raining day but the eaves we both shared  and starry night

回忆的画面 在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜

my dream was playing the swing with the sweet memory while it gradually faded

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远

you choose to give up our love to travel alone

又何必去改变 已错过的时间

then what’s the meaning of picking up the missed time

你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见

your finger was on my lips when I wanna say goodbye

想象你在身边 在完全失去之前

I can’t help thinking about you , before I can still feel your warm hands

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远

you choose to give up our love to travel alone

或许命运的签 只让我们遇见

maybe it’s the destiny that I can’t hold your hand forever

只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天

only in this autumn can our love seeds grow

飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片

the dancing leaves are gonna touch the ground before I can reach your heart

要我怎么捡

till the end the secret was kept

左边/杨程琳

warm side/Ed

every time when my tear’s gone cold then you showed up to comfort me

afraid of the nice and sunny day would be taken by the clouds and rain

waiting for the sweetest words that would take my tired away

my happiness is full of sadness because I ‘m afraid of losing you

you never realize that you hold me with your right side hand

but your heart was beating on the left hand side

maybe the distance between our love was linked by the tiny kindness

I wanna take your left hand to go on with you ,but you don’t realize that your heart was not beating right there.

I hope that one day you can feel my love always be with you

I was surely convinced the day would showed up

You would take my hand with your left hand

Tomorrow maybe far away but I can be sure

That when our hearts integrate it can be immortal

In it you kept the words “I love you”