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    30 August

    2007.8.30;5:01

    手刚放到键盘上,电脑里淡入的音乐竟煽情的
    伴唱起来。
    我没哭,但是头脑里却是空白的,我想找支烟
    控制情绪。却没找到。。
    我又没带手机,回来一看十多个电话,一条短
    信是姐姐的“回家吗?舅舅快不行了。”
    我赶紧回拨了家里的电话,妈妈说,叔叔走了5
    :01,我没有哭,真的。有人说男孩子真正的
    成熟的时候是父亲走的时候,叔叔和我的感情
    是所有亲人里最亲的,就象父亲一样。
    再也看不到了,到最后还是一样,叔叔每次都
    没让我看见他不舒服的样子,尽管化疗头发掉
    完了还是会和我说说笑笑,到最后走也没让我
    看到。
    前些日子在看关于哲学的内容,晚上会和他们
    讨论哲学的一些问题,自然而然的会想一些关
    于人生的东西,也就会想起叔叔。
    再也看不到了,再也吃不到你烧的菜了,不能
    和你一起开车兜风,不能和你说一些我瞒着爸
    爸妈妈不能说的疯狂计划了,不能让你看到我
    考上研究生,不能带你出国旅游,不能让你看到我找女朋友,结婚,让孩子叫你舅公了,不能让你看见我实现自
    己的理想,让你为我骄傲了。
    我真没用,似乎什么也做不了。。
     

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